i went out on friday as in drinkin, i mixed liquor and whiskey and red bull then drank others drinks, felt unwell on the fuckin bus cos i can get travel sick ( i didnt) but i still continued to sing and dance on the bus, i loved it, everyone kept complimenting me n i felt so good abt myself, best that i had felt in a long time, but it was probably only because my love was going out too the only reason i was hyped up, i got off the bus lol felt tipsy, but then i saw him n i got my fuckin shit together cos i was not about to miss out n not get into the actual club itself, so yea got my shit together acted out like erything was fine, walked past him while he was w his mates could see him lookin at me from the corner of his eye so it was all good, got in the club ok chill danced for 20 mins, then started to wonder where he was so i spent like 5-8 mins looking for him !! but ppls was telling me he was lookin for me too so then i found him n aghhhh we spent the whole night together he was tellin me he always liked me and he missed me and he was sorry and ugh im in my feels, apart from the last 14mins cos pictures with other ppl n yano had to catch up with others since its a big club consisting of a lot of towns of ppl in it , durin those 14 mins of bein apart idek what happened but his knuckles got cut and shit and glass in em like i left you for 14 min dude wyd !! lmfao but yea now i cant stop thinking about it and its already monday, maybe am keeping my hopes up for nothing but to me its alot n ill keep hoping
what can ya do when youve been inlove with someone for 1 year and 2 months.
yea it took me that long to finally do it, im dumb but it was worth it, whenever we would fall out because of our dumb jealousy and because we werent together with eachother or talkin that certian way, we'd always find our way back to eachother, and everyone knows.
