it was never love btw lmfao thats why i dont care at all, i think at the time he convinced me into it i mean he said it first etc when truly i wasnt even ready for it ever, i just guess i liked hearing that someone was fake caring about me

yeah he cheated on me it was a lie, what makes me mad is i asked the '' cousin '' were they cousins in person and she lied to my fucking face  ahahaah, anyway i told him it was over i finished it all, and rn im so happy i legit didnt even cry about it but i danced about it, and rn im experiencing new posibilites and what ive learned is if you want something then fuck it just go and get it