well wow its been so long since i wrote or been on here but yeah, i have been slowly recovering and looking back on the things i wrote on this blog its horrific to me, everything that was said and the vibe is like its a different person and as if its not me now idek too scared to read through it for many reasons, but yes i am doing better thank god, its weird having good things happen, im learning and it was a lesson and i do come out stronger everytime and hopefully it will help in future up coming events but i dont wish any of it on anyone,
just going to leave a note here that me and Luke are no longer bestfriends nor friends nor aquaintances its like i never even knew him at this point, we didnt fall out, he didnt try and i stopped trying and caring so honestly it doesnt bother me because i can say that i dont care, he randomly sometimes messages me saying '' i miss you '' like hahah excuse me wheres the proof n actions at lad, can never believe nor trust his words because to me its fake now, he always had an excuse on why he cant talk to his '' BESTFRIEND '' bc too far cant meet, fair but why he talkin to the other people far away when he met me like boy bye done dont care nomore dont got any time for your bullshit excuses an fake words BAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Sunday, 30 October 2016
Tuesday, 4 October 2016
Being friendly with everyone, cause fakeness in life will get you everywhere :)
society got everyone fucked up, if someone critizes you then change yourself so that they love you, Dont be yourself because no one will like you as you, Wear too much makeup so it clogs up your pores and causes spots+ stress that they wont like you causes acne, do bad in school so that no one thinks youre too smart, disruption in class is an a+ so everyone thinks you are funny and ''cool'' dont listen to what adults say because then youre a pussy, sneak out of the house and make your parents disapointed and ashamed of you because thats why you have a roof over your head and thats why your parents work day and night for you ;)
This is what society is like now and this is what us teenagers wake up to and go through everyday whether adults will not understand because their childhood was the opposite to us but that doesnt mean you cant take advice from them or talk to someone about it, you get the people who find it hard to open up and dont take help unless you are forced to, yes i can be that person most of the time but once you do talk to someone it does help in so many ways
society got everyone fucked up, if someone critizes you then change yourself so that they love you, Dont be yourself because no one will like you as you, Wear too much makeup so it clogs up your pores and causes spots+ stress that they wont like you causes acne, do bad in school so that no one thinks youre too smart, disruption in class is an a+ so everyone thinks you are funny and ''cool'' dont listen to what adults say because then youre a pussy, sneak out of the house and make your parents disapointed and ashamed of you because thats why you have a roof over your head and thats why your parents work day and night for you ;)
This is what society is like now and this is what us teenagers wake up to and go through everyday whether adults will not understand because their childhood was the opposite to us but that doesnt mean you cant take advice from them or talk to someone about it, you get the people who find it hard to open up and dont take help unless you are forced to, yes i can be that person most of the time but once you do talk to someone it does help in so many ways
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