Lil Peep - Star Shopping (Removed At 2.4 Mil Views) (Prod. Kryptik)

tbh the stuff that ive actually went through starting from the exact age of 13 up until the age of 16 has been traumatic, how isnt my trust and image completely shattered what the fuck i dont think ive sat down and just thought about how much shit ive went through as a child, even from the age of 4 a traumatizing secret that i cant tell anyone and im still standing, people may wonder at some of my shocking anger extents and my somewhat loud voice sometimes, my joke of a laugh, outgoing big personality, but jesus deep down when im by myself im none of that, id love to just wake up and be okay but its just too far deep in now

Tove Lo - Talking Body - Gryffin Remix (Audio)

day 26 stuff is pretty amazing

late nights consisting of me not sleeping until 9 in the morning just by talking to him, is it a story that has no happy ending? just like all of my stories, i dont even know

3rd post in one night oops, i have no one to vent to because no one understands or can get what me and him be like, hes made it so clear to me and as if i cant change it either, its only been 8 days of me and his '' friendship '' what will happen when the days double, triple..?

lewis - lost in you
a song of his

we have so much in common since night one, late nights full of conversation, even calling was spoken about too the other day, it could all be so perfect but its all but perfect

i feel like shit, the one person who i got attention that i craved and needed for months i get for a week and its like a drug to me, but he made it clear that its not that he wouldnt want a relationship with me but its that he just doesnt do relationships, not once, but twice in the space of 3 days, i wasnt even the one that suggested any of it, maybe it was just clarification but not once did i give hints of that, sure i may have dreamt of it because talking to him brings happieness but never actually, it sorta hurts because feelings gradually grow and i wonder how he stops it while i grow to like him more and more everyday putting myself through this, i mean is this really gonna be like charlotte and gaz type of relationship lol? cause im pretty sure im not as strong and could never be as strong as she was.